I really believe in being as authentic as I can with people who take the time to read this blog. I have never wanted to be the type of health blog that posts pics of what I eat every day or go into intimate details of my day (more so because it’s freak’n boring!) But there is a part of my story that I want to share with you today so you get an idea of who I am and where I have come from. I am not all about working out and eating clean to look good in a bikini (just to be real – I am a tiny bit about that!)
There are parts of my past that I have shut the door to and don’t revisit very often as they are really painful, but these things are a huge part of how I arrived at the person I am today.
Yesterday a chapter of my life was revisited when I went to a BBQ with friends whom I hadn’t seen in 10 years. These friends are very much part of my story and we held such a deep connection due to a common thread. These dear friends were part of my support system – a support group I was a part of when I went through 7 years of chronic illness.
I’ve shared a little bit about my past health problems before but to recap, at the height of my illness I struggled to get out of bed, had muscle weakness and pain so severe that I would literally crawl to the bathroom and trips to the mall were sometimes in a wheel chair. There were times when I was so sick I was scared I would die, and then there were the times I was so sick I wished I would have died. There seemed to be no hope for me and no cure. No one really understood the cause of my illness and doctors suggested that I may be sick the rest of my life. Very few people fully recovered so it was something I would have to learn to live with. I was petrified to what my future looked like.
My support group was a place where I was understood and accepted. When so many of my friends didn’t understand or left me, these new friends were exactly like me and it was a huge relief. Finally someone understood.
Fast forward 10 years and I have been completed healed. Although I still suffer some niggling unrelated issues like IBS, I have been healthy for over 10 years.
I was really nervous going to this BBQ as it was another life time ago and I was scared of the emotional floodgates it would open! But I was also excited to see everyone. They will always forever be part of me! It was sad to see that a lot of my old friends weren’t 100% and still struggled with their health.
I was able to proclaim my good health and of course everyone wanted to know how I healed myself or what the pivotal turning point was to my healing.
To be honest I don’t know if I can ever answer that. We all tried everything so what I did wasn’t any different from what they tried. I was blessed enough to have parents who invested a lot of money in restoring my health and I think I tried every alternative therapy out there. It wasn’t until I tried Chinese medicine and acupuncture that my body began to show the first signs of healing. I will never forget that day. After about a month of acupuncture, herbs and intravenous vitamins I walked out of the clinic and my body felt light for the first time in years. I was so used to the feeling of led in my legs and exhaustion from walking short distances that for the first time I felt this was lifted. It was the first time after 5 years that I felt a tiny flicker of light at the end of the tunnel!
For me my main turning point was when I made a decision to separate myself from my diagnosis of CFS/ Fibromyalgia. After 7 years of illness it didn’t matter what I had, I thought that if there was no known explanation as to why my body manifested this illness than there was no reason it couldn’t manifest health. I had made 100% commitment in my mind to be healed. For many years disease was my identity. I was known as the sick one. I couldn’t get past saying hello to someone without them looking at me with ‘that look’ and asking how I was feeling. I was tired of the attention the illness brought on. I did not want this illness to be any part of me so I tried my best to separated myself from it. It didn’t exist as far as I was concerned.
For this reason I distanced myself from my support group as it was the only way I could be distant from my illness and not be caught up in the talk of disease.
My healing was gradual over 2 years but it soon became a distant memory. I have gone from not being able to get out of bed or walk to not being able to sit still. I now have to remind myself to rest as I can’t help but be active now!
I don’t know why I healed and my friends didn’t. I know they want to be healed just as much as I did and it breaks my heart that they still live with it after all these years.
What I do know is you have to believe and think your good health into existence. There is no illness that the body and mind can’t heal. You need to believe in the impossible!
Maybe you’re battling an illness right now and are reading this thinking “I am doing that! Of course I want to be healthy” But then so many people with a disease are quick to go back to thinking about the science of the disease or the test results. If that’s the first thing you think while reading this than that may be why you are not healing.
I am going to repeat this…. there is nothing that the body and mind can not heal!
You have to believe it. You have to say it to yourself over and over again…
“I am perfect health”
Forget about the research or the science or what the doctors are saying….
There is nothing that can not be healed.
You’re body has the ability to heal.
My motivational God father Dr Wayne Dyer was diagnosed with leukemia a few years ago. He has been teaching personal development and the power of the mind his whole career and then he was faced with actually having to walk the talk! His first reaction was to freak out a little about having Cancer but then he decided he was going to be healed. If there is one book you should read this year it should be Wishes Fulfilled by Dr Wayne Dyer, as he goes into detailed of being healed by St John Of God – an energy healer in Brazil. I won’t go into too much details about it, you need to read the book or watch his interview with Oprah on Super Soul Sunday, but after his healing he decided that he was healed and he was no longer going to check his blood for Cancer. He didn’t need a Doctor to tell him he still had Cancer. In his head he was healed and eventually he’s body would catch up. He now feels extremely well and lives a healthy life. He is healed no matter what he’s blood count tell him. The label leukemia is no longer apart of him.
This is healing! The moment you doubt your bodies natural ability to heal you or the moment you justify your ill-health by your blood results you block the healing.
You are perfect health!
There are countless examples of people who have completely healed from diseases that were terminal or Chronic and this can be your story too! Another out of this world book to read is one called Dying to Be Me by Anita Moorjani. This is a story of a woman who had a near experience after her body’s organs shut down from Cancer. This is a remarkable example of the power the mind and body has to completely restore to full health.
Yesterday was a welcomed and much-needed reminder about how far I have come. Sometimes I forget about what my life use to be like. I have never taken my body for granted and have always felt incredibly blessed to get out of bed and walk each day, but sometimes I forget the incredible power my body has for healing.
The power to heal is within you. If I can heal so can you! Expect Miracles!
Much love to you!
Lyn
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